JITTERS – nervousness; a feeling of fright or uneasiness
JOY – the emotion of great delight or happiness caused by something exceptionally good or satisfying; keen pleasure; elation
Molly. Sweet, sensitive, compassionate, yet also proud to be a gutsy girl (not a girly girl, she will confidently tell you!). She dreams of being a famous actress and singer (and an animal rescuer, thinking that maybe her fame could help save more animals, so she can tick both boxes). She recently did an 8 week drama workshop with some other home educated kids. She was SO excited! However, after the first week she was unsure about returning to classes because she was the oldest and tallest, and had felt that the class was a bit “babyish” for her. I communicated her thoughts with the drama coach, who listened with understanding and compassion, and responded with a helpful strategy to use Molly as a bit of a leader in the group.
The “showcase” at the end of the 8 week program soon crept up, and the nerves set in! She was very adept at explaining to me just how she felt: that strange mix of excitement and terror! Yet she bravely got up there, threw herself into it, and had an absolute ball!
The part of the showcase she had been most nervous about was a two-person skit called “Petter Popperkosh and the Mean, Ugly Troll”, mainly because it was her first time ever performing on stage where she had to say individual lines out loud. She had actually wanted to play the part of the troll! At first, when she found out she was “Petty Popperkosh” she was bitterly disappointed (and very worried she’d have to wear a dress!), but she soon embraced the reality that being in a production doesn’t always equal getting the exact role you want, and she gave the character her own “tough chick” spin.
It was so lovely to see her blossom and grow in confidence through this experience, and to make new friends, even though they were younger than her. I do love the way that home ed kids happily play with such a mixed age group of friends. Just like most adults do!